Sometimes it is lonely at the top

Alexis is napping and I've been working with Andy on and off over the phone on refining/rewriting some Hatman scripts for this fall and Christmas. But, sitting here all alone really makes me feel lonely sometimes. I like having the freedom of working for myself, but I sacrifice the companionship of coworkers. Yeah, I have Alexis to watch and love on, but she's only almost 18 months old, I can't exactly carry on a conversation with her. And even though I can call people its still the solitude that gets to me the most. Michelle should be getting out of work about now so I know she'll be home soon. But it seems like the time from when she should be out of work until she gets home is the hardest part of every day. Alexis and I both can't wait for her to get home. Its like the atmosphere around here changes from a workplace to home the minute she steps in the door. I don't travel anywhere physically, but having Michelle home makes it feel like home. I know thats probably sappy and dumb, but, oh well. I just figured since I hadn't posted anything in awhile I'd let you all in on my world. Its a world filled with adventure and comedy but all that stuff only exists on this machine I'm sitting at. Of course every day with Alexis is a different kind of adventure, but I think that sometimes I take her preciousness for granted. I shouldn't do that. Its like every time she's napping I see how sweet she is and I feel bad for getting after her for getting into stuff or trying to eat the dog's food etc. A lot of times when I'm doing busy work on the computer I turn on my media player on shuffle and just listen to what comes out. Its truly divine some of the songs that come up when I'm feeling like this. I know its on shuffle, but sometimes its like the big man upstairs is choosing the next song for me to feel better, or to help me with an idea I've been trying to iron out for a script or set piece for Star Fetched or whatever. Well, this is probably really boring for those of you who came here to learn more about the inner workings of 3twins.net. If so, I apologize.